Ending 2018

I bought the Assembly Square set back in September 2017. I wanted to use it as a reward for submitting a manuscript on the Equal project. But with all the work on the funded grants, I never got to completing that manuscript. So this big box of lego remained unopened and a reminder of my disappointingly unproductive academic writing life.

I opened the box today to end 2018, and to begin 2019, with something that I love doing. I shouldn’t set aside things that I enjoy to be “on contingent” on my work achievement. Life is too short for that.

December 2019 Fitness Tracker
~ 1 Dec 7:46pm 38:00 FB30R3 D8 Strength supersets
~ 4 Dec 9:30pm 37:00 FB30R3 D9 Upper body & Core
~ 7 Dec 9:12pm 36:00 FB30R3 D11 Upper body — cheated, did not do burnout round
~ 9 Dec 5:50pm 30:00 FB30R3 D12 HIIT + strength — felt like I’m at about 70% of my best form and not getting better
~ 31 Dec 6:20pm 35:00 FB30R3 D13 Pilates/yoga — strained a shoulder/neck muscle this morning, need this.

Overall, 2018 has been a weak year for my fitness. I’m not sure why. I just grew lazy.

Still somewhat living out of boxes

Two months at the new place, still somewhat living out of boxes. I’m undecided whether to get display shelves for my lego sets, and bookshelves for my books. Or just leave them in the boxes. Getting the shelves and a proper bed would be nice, but lately I feel very burdened by the thought of owning big furniture. Getting them is troublesome, and when I move again and need to discard them – another headache.

Moving to this place puts my mind in a limbo. Often reminded that all of this is temporary, often ruminating on what’s next. Don’t know if being in this state of mind is good or bad.

The construction outside will continue to be messy and noisy for another year. But once all the chaos is over and done with, there will be a beautiful lake garden right next to my temporary home. I think it’ll be very nice. Maybe I should hold on until then before making any decision.

November 2018 Fitness Tracker
~ 9 Nov 5:50pm 48:00 FB30R3 D1 Total body strength
~ 11 Nov 6:23pm 31:00 FB30R3 D2 Cardio interval
~ 12 Nov 6:15pm 38:00 FB30R3 D3 HIIT + strength – new place’s wood laminate flooring not as slippery as the old place, downward dog not slipping
~ 26 Nov 7:45pm 31:00 FB30R3 D4 Upper body strength – long break (KL visit and parents visit)
~ 28 Nov 9:32pm 35:00 FB30R3 D5 Lower body strength + HIIT – forced myself to do this
~ 29 Nov 9:27pm 26:00 FB30R3 D6 Static stretches for flexibility

I lost my fitness groove in 2018, so sad.